Verse 1:
I don't know how much more I can take of this shit,
I can barely move my head and my leg's they're gonna quit,
Sit on the couch, dreading the fore coming night,
I know that nothing will work and that's something I still say despite,
the fact that people tell me it will all get better,
but I don't believe them plus my brain actually feels severed from my body,
It's like I'm on a different plane, it's strange,
brain waves all feel like they're grain,
god damn it,
when will the medicine kick in,
it's the last hope that I have and that thought alone's sickenin'
I don't have the thick skin that's needed to get me through this,
I feel pathetic as fuck, I'm at the point of saying screw this,
no desire to eat, I don't even wanna move,
all that I wanna do is fall asleep but I'm refused,
I feel defeated and I'm used,
so depleted and abused,
why the fuck won't I shut down?
I feel so cheated and confused
Chorus:
Let me rest today (X4)
Verse 2:
Maybe if I try it it will make me feel better,
I just need to hide it inside this part of my sweater,
oh shit,
what the hell is going on?
Nobody out there told me that it could all go this wrong,
I'm looking at the world through the eyes of a camera shutter,
my words are full of stutters,
and my heart is full of flutters,
beating so rapidly,
how did I let this happen to me,
I thought I did my research but I must have dont it too casually,
fuck do I need an ambulance?
I am beyond just panicking,
I think I'm having a heart attack,
my brain is racing, scrambling,
repeating the words I'm fine,
saying it'll all be over soon,
I'm not religious but God don't let anyone enter this room,
drinking water eating good trying to bring myself down,
all I wanted was some relief not air in which I could drown,
every creek and every sound holds the weight of a thousand pounds,
if I could only dream maybe that would fix it somehow
Chorus
Outro:
Love's to blame
So, ill wind (X4)
Tuesday, September 30, 2014
12 Maxwell's Descent in F# Minor Lyrics
Verse 1:
I'm tryin' to let you know a part of me is dyin',
I am hoping that this demon inside of me is just lyin',
cryin' for help, the same time denyin' the help,
lyin' to self, telling myself that I am fine but my health,
on the mental end is only getting worse it's detrimental and,
my entire brain is feeling more active than some Ritalin, but,
I cannot tell a friend cuz nobody knows and if I,
chose to divulge it it would cause an explosion and I,
want you all to know but I won't tell you and when you ask me,
I just say that I am feeling normal.
Lies in every direction,
I can't tell who I am,
I act different around everyone,
there's nothing I stand,
for, and nothing that I believe in,
except the fact I believe that there's nothing to be believed in,
so I just sit here breathing barely moving on this couch,
simply existing but not much more of anything else
Chorus:
Falling (X4)
Verse 2:
When I write a lyric,
I imagine how you'll hear it,
where will you be, what will you see?
How's the experience?
I say I write these songs for me but that's not really true,
these songs wouldn't exist if I wasn't thinking of you,
I need reassurance that I'm not wasting my time,
I want you to tell me it sounds good when I rhyme,
such fragile creatures we humans are,
we won't admit it cuz superiority complexes cloud our visions,
and so we're hidden,
suffering from the pain I'm bedridden for weeks,
you're nursing these broken bones,
keep acting hurt when I'm healed cuz I wanna just stay at home,
and I'm doing all that I want cuz I need to be in control,
I have a need to feel safe a desire to be taken care of,
fuck that tough guy shit,
that's that shit I'm scared of.
Avoidance has been driving the whole way I lead my life
but I promise I'll change my ways just let me start tomorrow night
No damn clue what I'm doing and where I'm goin',
they say that's okay but I still feel I should be knowing,
they don't have my interests at heart, and why should they?
I don't have theirs so I can't blame them for their ways.
Stuck in a daze. Staring out the window.
The lightness turns to darkness I'm holding onto my pillow.
The darkness turns to lightness and my eyes are still wide open,
each day that passes I can't deny, I'm losing hope and,
I wanna take your advice I promise I really do,
but when I have no drive within me there's nothing to push me to,
there's nothing to push me through to break through to the other side,
the dimensions are all skewed and I know I just can't decide,
I have plenty of friends but none of whom I confide in,
I know I could if I needed to but all their help's denied,
so she's the only one who's there,
puttin' up with the bullshit,
for some fucked up reason she still sticks with her commitment,
at the same time I stay selfish and ego-centric,
I could do so much more but I don't and it's accepted.
I'm disappointed in myself but do nothing about it
cuz vicious thoughts of failed attempts are keeping my thoughts clouded.
The crippling feeling of sickness arises when I speak,
the sound of ringing makes me feel physically weak,
and I know it sounds like a joke,
okay now just point and laugh,
but it's not a joke to someone when this bullshit destroys your path
I'm tryin' to let you know a part of me is dyin',
I am hoping that this demon inside of me is just lyin',
cryin' for help, the same time denyin' the help,
lyin' to self, telling myself that I am fine but my health,
on the mental end is only getting worse it's detrimental and,
my entire brain is feeling more active than some Ritalin, but,
I cannot tell a friend cuz nobody knows and if I,
chose to divulge it it would cause an explosion and I,
want you all to know but I won't tell you and when you ask me,
I just say that I am feeling normal.
Lies in every direction,
I can't tell who I am,
I act different around everyone,
there's nothing I stand,
for, and nothing that I believe in,
except the fact I believe that there's nothing to be believed in,
so I just sit here breathing barely moving on this couch,
simply existing but not much more of anything else
Chorus:
Falling (X4)
Verse 2:
When I write a lyric,
I imagine how you'll hear it,
where will you be, what will you see?
How's the experience?
I say I write these songs for me but that's not really true,
these songs wouldn't exist if I wasn't thinking of you,
I need reassurance that I'm not wasting my time,
I want you to tell me it sounds good when I rhyme,
such fragile creatures we humans are,
we won't admit it cuz superiority complexes cloud our visions,
and so we're hidden,
suffering from the pain I'm bedridden for weeks,
you're nursing these broken bones,
keep acting hurt when I'm healed cuz I wanna just stay at home,
and I'm doing all that I want cuz I need to be in control,
I have a need to feel safe a desire to be taken care of,
fuck that tough guy shit,
that's that shit I'm scared of.
Avoidance has been driving the whole way I lead my life
but I promise I'll change my ways just let me start tomorrow night
No damn clue what I'm doing and where I'm goin',
they say that's okay but I still feel I should be knowing,
they don't have my interests at heart, and why should they?
I don't have theirs so I can't blame them for their ways.
Stuck in a daze. Staring out the window.
The lightness turns to darkness I'm holding onto my pillow.
The darkness turns to lightness and my eyes are still wide open,
each day that passes I can't deny, I'm losing hope and,
I wanna take your advice I promise I really do,
but when I have no drive within me there's nothing to push me to,
there's nothing to push me through to break through to the other side,
the dimensions are all skewed and I know I just can't decide,
I have plenty of friends but none of whom I confide in,
I know I could if I needed to but all their help's denied,
so she's the only one who's there,
puttin' up with the bullshit,
for some fucked up reason she still sticks with her commitment,
at the same time I stay selfish and ego-centric,
I could do so much more but I don't and it's accepted.
I'm disappointed in myself but do nothing about it
cuz vicious thoughts of failed attempts are keeping my thoughts clouded.
The crippling feeling of sickness arises when I speak,
the sound of ringing makes me feel physically weak,
and I know it sounds like a joke,
okay now just point and laugh,
but it's not a joke to someone when this bullshit destroys your path
11 Australopithecus Lyrics
Verse 1:
Eatin' bon bons while constantly rippin' this,
feelin' more gone than australopithecus,
I'm distinguishing good ideas from the fleeting ones,
you don't care but you'll be aware like what tweeting does,
when I take my thoughts and put 'em on the paper,
it'll bake you more than if you would have drawn the vapor,
I ain't tryin'a be no father like that man Darth Vader,
I'm just tryin'a go harder than some damn now and laters, but
maybe one day if the time's right and dime's tight,
but today I'll just rhyme and write 'til I find the night,
working so late I estimate my girl hate me,
she'll say P, quit today and replicate some earl grey tea, for me
hot, stop blowin' up my spot,
A lot of the time I find I'm knowing what the plot,
Is.
Before it gets revealed cuz I'm ignoring what I see and just exploring what I feel,
and that's real.
Chorus:
Living life just to pass the time, looking at the clock watching the hand tick by.
Hey man that ain't no way to live it, no it isn't,
more to witness than just handling your business, hear this (X2)
Verse 2:
Bouncer ain't lettin' you up there unless you famous,
announcing you ain't going upstairs like you a Dalek.
Well that's well he tells you anyway,
he might as well have just tried to sell you Jenny Craig.
10 minutes later chick walks to the front,
lettin' out grunts like she's about to confront,
got a book bag filled with drug paraphernalia,
she look mad ill with buns Iggy Azalea.
What do ya know? They can run one more in,
dumb, chewin' gum, she'd just come from whorin',
the same kinda girl who I'd assume get the job,
in a room of ungroomed dudes who look like blobs.
Slobs.
And now you mad as all hell,
she's Rihanna, Lady Gaga, and you Adele.
Still lookin' swell but with a few more pounds on,
and you can tell she probably use more Calgon,
than you,
but you got style, personality,
the damn bouncer can't see that now, in his reality,
but you know what? you keep on doin' you,
cuz I'd choose Adele every single time and that's true
Chorus
Verse 3:
Now I don't usually diss, but if I did it would sound a little something like this:
When I rhyme bitch I spit more grime shit than gettin' heimliched
Rippin divine hits to keep on climbin' is common,
Y'all braggin' bout guns?
Y'all got less tech than the Amish,
Questionin' me son?
That's out of line like a comet,
that's gone off course,
I don't need braun or force,
to let you know that I'm a king while you're a pawn or horse,
of course,
you say you're original? Then why you watching me?
Puttin' tastes in my mouth worse than ayahuasca tea,
fuck it man, live long and prosper see?
I ain't gotta wish death on you monsters please,
ain't no grudges,
I save those for when I feel threatened and the only thing I'm saving for you right now is a lesson,
I'll review your tracks like I'm Siskel and Ebert,
the dude spews wack with a fistful of reverb,
and I hope that he heard that,
Animal and Beaker called man, they want their words back
Eatin' bon bons while constantly rippin' this,
feelin' more gone than australopithecus,
I'm distinguishing good ideas from the fleeting ones,
you don't care but you'll be aware like what tweeting does,
when I take my thoughts and put 'em on the paper,
it'll bake you more than if you would have drawn the vapor,
I ain't tryin'a be no father like that man Darth Vader,
I'm just tryin'a go harder than some damn now and laters, but
maybe one day if the time's right and dime's tight,
but today I'll just rhyme and write 'til I find the night,
working so late I estimate my girl hate me,
she'll say P, quit today and replicate some earl grey tea, for me
hot, stop blowin' up my spot,
A lot of the time I find I'm knowing what the plot,
Is.
Before it gets revealed cuz I'm ignoring what I see and just exploring what I feel,
and that's real.
Chorus:
Living life just to pass the time, looking at the clock watching the hand tick by.
Hey man that ain't no way to live it, no it isn't,
more to witness than just handling your business, hear this (X2)
Verse 2:
Bouncer ain't lettin' you up there unless you famous,
announcing you ain't going upstairs like you a Dalek.
Well that's well he tells you anyway,
he might as well have just tried to sell you Jenny Craig.
10 minutes later chick walks to the front,
lettin' out grunts like she's about to confront,
got a book bag filled with drug paraphernalia,
she look mad ill with buns Iggy Azalea.
What do ya know? They can run one more in,
dumb, chewin' gum, she'd just come from whorin',
the same kinda girl who I'd assume get the job,
in a room of ungroomed dudes who look like blobs.
Slobs.
And now you mad as all hell,
she's Rihanna, Lady Gaga, and you Adele.
Still lookin' swell but with a few more pounds on,
and you can tell she probably use more Calgon,
than you,
but you got style, personality,
the damn bouncer can't see that now, in his reality,
but you know what? you keep on doin' you,
cuz I'd choose Adele every single time and that's true
Chorus
Verse 3:
Now I don't usually diss, but if I did it would sound a little something like this:
When I rhyme bitch I spit more grime shit than gettin' heimliched
Rippin divine hits to keep on climbin' is common,
Y'all braggin' bout guns?
Y'all got less tech than the Amish,
Questionin' me son?
That's out of line like a comet,
that's gone off course,
I don't need braun or force,
to let you know that I'm a king while you're a pawn or horse,
of course,
you say you're original? Then why you watching me?
Puttin' tastes in my mouth worse than ayahuasca tea,
fuck it man, live long and prosper see?
I ain't gotta wish death on you monsters please,
ain't no grudges,
I save those for when I feel threatened and the only thing I'm saving for you right now is a lesson,
I'll review your tracks like I'm Siskel and Ebert,
the dude spews wack with a fistful of reverb,
and I hope that he heard that,
Animal and Beaker called man, they want their words back
10 Lie Sir Jick Lyrics
Intro (Sample)
This is a glass of water. Colorless. Tasteless. It contains 100 gamma of LSD 25. One tenth of a milligram. The equivalent of 1/600th of a grain. An ounce of this material will make 150,000 such doses. Let us observe the effect some three hours later.
Verse 1:
Floating in a space station.
Bowls of black dilation.
Glowing under sedation.
Owning exhilaration.
Showing appreciation.
Flowing sense of elation,
Zoning out but fixated.
Exposing the creative.
Set, set, setting,
get, get, ready,
betting on results is getting ahead of yourself,
sweating and checking your pulse,
protecting or wrecking your health?
Or shredding the dred that you felt,
respecting and spreading the wealth
Chorus:
Spew this into a journal,
who ever knew you were purple?
my thoughts loop in a circle,
my thoughts loop in a circle (X4)
Sample:
Well I just couldn't. I couldn't possibly tell you. It's, it's here can't you feel it? This whole room. This, this, everything is in color and, and I can feel the air, I can, I can see it, I can see all the molecules.
Verse 2:
Brightness is white, it's quite like a slight night light.
Inviting new heights, exciting like a night Wright flight.
I wanna show you but you said you didn't want to know it.
Molecules on my tongue, I can taste them.
Audible sounds are sung, so embrace them.
You can touch the sounds so don't put them down.
Visible prims eradicate your mind prison.
Take your visions and make them find wisdom.
Don't waste potential it's consequential and,
look around you, envelop what surrounds you,
you'll be bound to discover you before it's round two.
If only you could see the energy surrounding me.
Monologue:
It's, it's what you want it to be. There's really nothing else that controls it. No mystical forces or, or external trickery it's all up to you. You're the one who manufactures the environment. What you experience stems from what's always been there and not everyone's prepared for that kind of encounter with themselves.
Chorus
Sample:
I am one with what I am. I can see everything in color. Everything. You have to see the air. You can't believe it. And the dimensions and all the prisms and the rays and everything coming down through you, and, and moving. I've never seen such infinite beauty in my life. You know it went through me? It passed right through me!
Could you feel it?
I was, it was. Me? There isn't any me.
This is a glass of water. Colorless. Tasteless. It contains 100 gamma of LSD 25. One tenth of a milligram. The equivalent of 1/600th of a grain. An ounce of this material will make 150,000 such doses. Let us observe the effect some three hours later.
Verse 1:
Floating in a space station.
Bowls of black dilation.
Glowing under sedation.
Owning exhilaration.
Showing appreciation.
Flowing sense of elation,
Zoning out but fixated.
Exposing the creative.
Set, set, setting,
get, get, ready,
betting on results is getting ahead of yourself,
sweating and checking your pulse,
protecting or wrecking your health?
Or shredding the dred that you felt,
respecting and spreading the wealth
Chorus:
Spew this into a journal,
who ever knew you were purple?
my thoughts loop in a circle,
my thoughts loop in a circle (X4)
Sample:
Well I just couldn't. I couldn't possibly tell you. It's, it's here can't you feel it? This whole room. This, this, everything is in color and, and I can feel the air, I can, I can see it, I can see all the molecules.
Verse 2:
Brightness is white, it's quite like a slight night light.
Inviting new heights, exciting like a night Wright flight.
I wanna show you but you said you didn't want to know it.
Molecules on my tongue, I can taste them.
Audible sounds are sung, so embrace them.
You can touch the sounds so don't put them down.
Visible prims eradicate your mind prison.
Take your visions and make them find wisdom.
Don't waste potential it's consequential and,
look around you, envelop what surrounds you,
you'll be bound to discover you before it's round two.
If only you could see the energy surrounding me.
Monologue:
It's, it's what you want it to be. There's really nothing else that controls it. No mystical forces or, or external trickery it's all up to you. You're the one who manufactures the environment. What you experience stems from what's always been there and not everyone's prepared for that kind of encounter with themselves.
Chorus
Sample:
I am one with what I am. I can see everything in color. Everything. You have to see the air. You can't believe it. And the dimensions and all the prisms and the rays and everything coming down through you, and, and moving. I've never seen such infinite beauty in my life. You know it went through me? It passed right through me!
Could you feel it?
I was, it was. Me? There isn't any me.
09 Wolves Eat First Lyrics
Intro:
Vicious. Vile.
Verse 1:
Three chickens in the room but they're ignoring the elephant,
they're restricted by the rules so no exploring the evidence,
eloquence to these people is construed as lewd and they choose,
what it evil and what's viewed as rude, and they fued,
like a weasel gettin' fueld by booze, and they mood,
is never gleeful they're consumed by doom and they move,
like a fox taking cover at night,
thinking outside the box while discovering light,
bulbs popping up outside of their cranial interior,
and they're dropping by just to say that we're inferior,
tearing a hole into your soul with no more than words,
declaring goals about controlling you and it's for the third,
time this week,
you don't get time to speak,
they're watching your every move without a rhyme or rea-
son and they never give an explanation.
But if you ask a question you're under interrogation
Chorus:
(Maniacal Laughter)
Verse 2:
Playing mind games but this time's strange,
cuz they're turning my hate into blind rage,
which I gotta say is only slightly out of the ordinary,
but today they might need more luck than if they caught a fairy,
it's sort of scary,
the plan that I've been hatching for 'em,
today's the day that I will take to yup, catch and destroy 'em,
more than scratch and annoy 'em,
I'll take my rats and deploy 'em,
take a hatchet and then leave them a message they can't ignore, uh,
the message will be seen when they've left to open the door up,
a bloody massacre over everything from the floor up,
the bodies of dead wolves splayed accross the furniture,
I dare you motherfuckers to say that I have no courage or,
display a sense of entitlement, superiority,
my peers they already have my back,
not scared at all you see in fact,
we're the majority yeah,
no more conformity,
by the way I formally quit,
ain't no apologies
Chourus
Vicious. Vile.
Verse 1:
Three chickens in the room but they're ignoring the elephant,
they're restricted by the rules so no exploring the evidence,
eloquence to these people is construed as lewd and they choose,
what it evil and what's viewed as rude, and they fued,
like a weasel gettin' fueld by booze, and they mood,
is never gleeful they're consumed by doom and they move,
like a fox taking cover at night,
thinking outside the box while discovering light,
bulbs popping up outside of their cranial interior,
and they're dropping by just to say that we're inferior,
tearing a hole into your soul with no more than words,
declaring goals about controlling you and it's for the third,
time this week,
you don't get time to speak,
they're watching your every move without a rhyme or rea-
son and they never give an explanation.
But if you ask a question you're under interrogation
Chorus:
(Maniacal Laughter)
Verse 2:
Playing mind games but this time's strange,
cuz they're turning my hate into blind rage,
which I gotta say is only slightly out of the ordinary,
but today they might need more luck than if they caught a fairy,
it's sort of scary,
the plan that I've been hatching for 'em,
today's the day that I will take to yup, catch and destroy 'em,
more than scratch and annoy 'em,
I'll take my rats and deploy 'em,
take a hatchet and then leave them a message they can't ignore, uh,
the message will be seen when they've left to open the door up,
a bloody massacre over everything from the floor up,
the bodies of dead wolves splayed accross the furniture,
I dare you motherfuckers to say that I have no courage or,
display a sense of entitlement, superiority,
my peers they already have my back,
not scared at all you see in fact,
we're the majority yeah,
no more conformity,
by the way I formally quit,
ain't no apologies
Chourus
08 Dead Space Lyrics
Verse 1:
Wake up disheveled, grab a pencil, settle into my station,
adjust the levels, and then revel in the treble and bass and,
get to work, smirk, while I play the music back then,
go bizzerk, Cirque du Soleil on the track,
if it ain't that I got my head in the interwebs,
studying music, Star Trek, or tetris perhaps,
and on the surface this behavior seems innocent,
but the purpose is I do this to avoid the inner shit,
blocking up my head before my mind can start wondering,
conjuring up thoughts I don't wanna get caught pondering,
honestly I've been distrought on and off an on again,
cautiously I wanna stop these awful thoughts from followin',
my every move and I know I shouldn't avoid 'em,
but the truth is that I don't know of any ways to destroy 'em,
and the longer the exist the bigger they grow,
and I just figure they'll get sick and wicker as they go,
oh
Chorus:
Oh, oh, oh, no
Why don't they ever go, go, go, go,
Oh I will never know, know, know, know,
(Invading my head space, invading my head space, they're buried inside can't penetrate through my lead face, in dead space. Send 'em to dead space. All I want is to send 'em to dead space.)
No I will never know, know, know, know,
No I will never know
Verse 2:
For as long as I remember these creatures have been inside me,
and I've been tryin'a excrete them out of my mind and my body,
hazardous far from charming, they travel like they're an army,
the catalyst for my crying, my happiness they deny me, while they,
do their thing they prevent me from excelling,
well they yelling out my name out from under where they're dwelling,
hell they swellin' up my pain and I wonder who can tell,
will they compel me to explain to someone just how I'm feelin? Yellin'
Is there someone who can help me?
Though it's out of my control I am still feelin guilty,
cuz I'm one. I'm the sole proprietor of this filthy,
mind and body I'm responsible for it even if it kills me,
and the fear that I have which conquers all my thoughts so constantly,
is that my timidity is taken all for pomposity,
sometimes I feel like there's two people shouting inside of me,
and I can never tell who to pick out of the cacophony
Chorus
Final Section
(chopped up vocals containing the lyrics that are found in the verse at the very end of "Manifestations (Main Theme)"
Wake up disheveled, grab a pencil, settle into my station,
adjust the levels, and then revel in the treble and bass and,
get to work, smirk, while I play the music back then,
go bizzerk, Cirque du Soleil on the track,
if it ain't that I got my head in the interwebs,
studying music, Star Trek, or tetris perhaps,
and on the surface this behavior seems innocent,
but the purpose is I do this to avoid the inner shit,
blocking up my head before my mind can start wondering,
conjuring up thoughts I don't wanna get caught pondering,
honestly I've been distrought on and off an on again,
cautiously I wanna stop these awful thoughts from followin',
my every move and I know I shouldn't avoid 'em,
but the truth is that I don't know of any ways to destroy 'em,
and the longer the exist the bigger they grow,
and I just figure they'll get sick and wicker as they go,
oh
Chorus:
Oh, oh, oh, no
Why don't they ever go, go, go, go,
Oh I will never know, know, know, know,
(Invading my head space, invading my head space, they're buried inside can't penetrate through my lead face, in dead space. Send 'em to dead space. All I want is to send 'em to dead space.)
No I will never know, know, know, know,
No I will never know
Verse 2:
For as long as I remember these creatures have been inside me,
and I've been tryin'a excrete them out of my mind and my body,
hazardous far from charming, they travel like they're an army,
the catalyst for my crying, my happiness they deny me, while they,
do their thing they prevent me from excelling,
well they yelling out my name out from under where they're dwelling,
hell they swellin' up my pain and I wonder who can tell,
will they compel me to explain to someone just how I'm feelin? Yellin'
Is there someone who can help me?
Though it's out of my control I am still feelin guilty,
cuz I'm one. I'm the sole proprietor of this filthy,
mind and body I'm responsible for it even if it kills me,
and the fear that I have which conquers all my thoughts so constantly,
is that my timidity is taken all for pomposity,
sometimes I feel like there's two people shouting inside of me,
and I can never tell who to pick out of the cacophony
Chorus
Final Section
(chopped up vocals containing the lyrics that are found in the verse at the very end of "Manifestations (Main Theme)"
07 Manifestations (Main Theme) Lyrics
(Vocal samples taken from DMT: The Spirit Molecule)
- It's really indescribable.
- Time crumbles. The linearity of time is totally meaningless in these states.
- More and more layers of my humanity start peeling off.
- There is no concept of time.
- I can't even describe what it is.
- Going at warp speed, backwards, through my own DNA.
- You're no longer anything you can identify.
- As soon as I went into it I lost any sense of being. It was absolutely blissfull. Euphoric.
- You are no longer a human being.
- I was everything. I was the light.
- There is no sense of separation. No shadows.
- Dimethyltryptamine.
- No differences.
- No past, no future, it was all present. And white yellow light.
- I reached across and it was suddenly I'm in, the universe.
- Meteor like trip through, through the infinite space of the interior consciousness.
- Incredible rainbow of pink light went between me and these entities.
- And I'm now whizzing through this sucker like if it was nothing. It just, I'm flying through it.
- And I looked around at my environment and I was trying to absorb everything. Life forms or, or whatever they were, they, they were so far advanced from, from what we know here on earth.
- This is like the actual core of where all of reality is emanating from.
(Maxwell)
Everybody's dealing with some bullshit.
And everybody else seems to think they're all full of it.
The same thing that you might view as inconsequential's
what they blame for creating the hell on earth that they've been through.
It's easy to write off something you've never seen,
life is peachy all across when your grass is ever green,
can't see it, ignore it, speed by it, and floor it,
it's nothing to you but to them this shit is horri-
-fying,
Prying,
Drying.
Lying.
Sighing.
Dying,
- It's really indescribable.
- Time crumbles. The linearity of time is totally meaningless in these states.
- More and more layers of my humanity start peeling off.
- There is no concept of time.
- I can't even describe what it is.
- Going at warp speed, backwards, through my own DNA.
- You're no longer anything you can identify.
- As soon as I went into it I lost any sense of being. It was absolutely blissfull. Euphoric.
- You are no longer a human being.
- I was everything. I was the light.
- There is no sense of separation. No shadows.
- Dimethyltryptamine.
- No differences.
- No past, no future, it was all present. And white yellow light.
- I reached across and it was suddenly I'm in, the universe.
- Meteor like trip through, through the infinite space of the interior consciousness.
- Incredible rainbow of pink light went between me and these entities.
- And I'm now whizzing through this sucker like if it was nothing. It just, I'm flying through it.
- And I looked around at my environment and I was trying to absorb everything. Life forms or, or whatever they were, they, they were so far advanced from, from what we know here on earth.
- This is like the actual core of where all of reality is emanating from.
(Maxwell)
Everybody's dealing with some bullshit.
And everybody else seems to think they're all full of it.
The same thing that you might view as inconsequential's
what they blame for creating the hell on earth that they've been through.
It's easy to write off something you've never seen,
life is peachy all across when your grass is ever green,
can't see it, ignore it, speed by it, and floor it,
it's nothing to you but to them this shit is horri-
-fying,
Prying,
Drying.
Lying.
Sighing.
Dying,
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