13 Outsomnia Lyrics

Verse 1:
I don't know how much more I can take of this shit,
I can barely move my head and my leg's they're gonna quit,
Sit on the couch, dreading the fore coming night,
I know that nothing will work and that's something I still say despite,
the fact that people tell me it will all get better,
but I don't believe them plus my brain actually feels severed from my body,
It's like I'm on a different plane, it's strange,
brain waves all feel like they're grain,
god damn it,
when will the medicine kick in,
it's the last hope that I have and that thought alone's sickenin'
I don't have the thick skin that's needed to get me through this,
I feel pathetic as fuck, I'm at the point of saying screw this,
no desire to eat, I don't even wanna move,
all that I wanna do is fall asleep but I'm refused,
I feel defeated and I'm used,
so depleted and abused,
why the fuck won't I shut down?
I feel so cheated and confused

Chorus:
Let me rest today (X4)

Verse 2:
Maybe if I try it it will make me feel better,
I just need to hide it inside this part of my sweater,
oh shit,
what the hell is going on?
Nobody out there told me that it could all go this wrong,
I'm looking at the world through the eyes of a camera shutter,
my words are full of stutters,
and my heart is full of flutters,
beating so rapidly,
how did I let this happen to me,
I thought I did my research but I must have dont it too casually,
fuck do I need an ambulance?
I am beyond just panicking,
I think I'm having a heart attack,
my brain is racing, scrambling,
repeating the words I'm fine,
saying it'll all be over soon,
I'm not religious but God don't let anyone enter this room,
drinking water eating good trying to bring myself down,
all I wanted was some relief not air in which I could drown,
every creek and every sound holds the weight of a thousand pounds,
if I could only dream maybe that would fix it somehow

Chorus

Outro:
Love's to blame
So, ill wind (X4)